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in my goth necromancer era (wei wuxian | 魏无羡) ([personal profile] dieva) wrote2025-12-30 10:24 am
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-03 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
( ...cute. Unfairly so. A vision of his own. If Lan Wangji lingers too long, he kniws, they both know, he'll be as putty in knowing hands.

Better to remove himself, to nod and accept the concession and impress no further requests upon a man already thieved of so many of his choices. )


For me, on special days. ( But is their reunion in the home Wei Ying married into not one? Ah, no more of this. ) You journeyed long. Will you dine?
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-03 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
( Instructions for him,for Yuan. Truly, Wei Ying once served upon a battlefield. Lan Wangji cannot deny him, cannot presume, and yet —

He finds himself for the first time in their evening at odds with Wei Ying, even as he permits him to take custody of the child in his untroubled nook.

A fair strategy for their evening, yes. Barring the inevitable brief divorce of an allegedly fresh couple. No. Lan Wangji has allowed much, but not this. )


Zewu-Jun and Uncle both enjoy children. Yuan may be introduced to the infant disciples by them. ( A pause, then: ) Or eat here, beside us.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-03 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
( They are negotiating, he suspects, if not with each other, then with themselves. Like Lan Wangji, Wei Ying too seems unwilling to contemplate an outcome that doesn't see a-Yuan enjoying the better part of his stay in pristine conditions.

Selfishly, Lan Wangji has already had the handful of days to strategise to ensure that while maximising Wei Ying's and his time together in some degree of passable privacy. He hesitates, then: )


Shall ask. ( The answer known, but still he performs the protocol to summon then send across a butterfly with the appropriate solicitation. ) The infant disciples here also share a dormitory. If he wishes time alongside his peers.

( To play, he needn't say, because the sect prefers the conceit that, surely, their very own fledgling youths never indulge in the indignity of leisure time. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-04 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
( A little elbow. Please. As if Lan Wangji hasn't become intimately aware of the extent to which his title is as nothing to children, who scale, cling and coo on or at him without regret. He is grateful for their keen compassion to forgive his inability to engage them wholly.

Even now, though Yuan largely sleeps, Lan Wangji cannot help the burst of affection within his chest, to think of a creature so at ease in his home that he burrowed in to sleep, without qualm. It means more to him than to most. )


Then, he is invited. ( Better to embrace the inconvenience of a squirming, good-natured, jovial body than to begrudge it. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-04 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmmmm.

( Only, somehow, affirmative, accepting. No, the image of the strict, scolding parent does not suit Wei Ying — but Lan Wangji is somehow even less suited. They have managed to come together, two men rendered soft and tremble-lipped by the molten looks of children. And now they think they are equipped to father them. For shame.

Just as he prepares to put the point of their incompetence before Wei Ying, two sets of butterflies rush forward: Zewu-Jun's, then Uncle's, closely after. He receives them, humming his approval and instructing a message returned with thanks, before informing Wei Ying: )


They agree. ( A beat. ) Uncle suggests he is more suitable, having minded children. Zewu-Jun... anticipated the argument and reminds he too raised me.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-04 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
( He startles, gaze wide, bright, nearly luminous. Staring at Wei Ying with rare conern, as if what he has spoken is — perhaps not untrue, but bordering on blasphemy.

...is this how Wei Ying sees them? Passive-aggressive, quick to resort to the rules as weapons, rather than mutual guidance toward virtue? Does he expect no better of Gusu Lan and its foremost leaders? Of course, Lan Wangji cannot demand he should sport kinder sentiments toward anyone, but to think of his own blood and flesh so reviled is a bitter, jarring thing. )


There will be no fight. None necessary.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-04 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I believe they would comport themselves with dignity.

( Says he, the second son of a lineage that includes Zewu-Jun, playful and thrumming with laughter. Ah, perhaps he exaggerates. All the same, it is not for Wei Ying to shame his people. )

You married in. Speak well of brother and uncle.

( They are now Wei Ying's own to defend, for all he does not know so. For all he might have wanted to wed Lan Wangji, and he alone. He understands, perhaps better than Wei Ying, the complications of their matrimony — that there are lines that should not be crossed, yet that they have already trampled. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-05 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
( His Wei Ying, lies this man with his sweet mouth. His. And how can Lan Wangji refuse him? In the end, no harm was done, and what few sensitivities were rustled can still be calmed.

As Wei Ying leans in, he welcomes him with a soft, warm hand to his — husband's cheek, calling him to his chest. Like a second, greater child, for all Lan Wangji's intent is increasingly wanting, shamefully desirous.

He wants, more fool he, to kiss this man. )


Not mine to forgive. ( Only his to have, to hold, to treasure. And to subdue, as Yuan shows fledgling starts of stirring. ) Wei Ying. May I kiss you again?
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-05 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
( I am already here, he needn't say, because Wei Ying sees him, knows him, takes the measure of him and finds him — not wholly wanting. A creature he can deign to tolerate, to welcome close.

This time, when he dips in, the kiss isn't soft, isn't without victims or consequence. It burns, and Lan Wangji's fingers dig into the sides of Wei Ying's face, and he pushes their mouths together — hasty, perhaps clumsy, mean. They kiss, and a young moan shatters their peace, and he tips his forehead into Wei Ying's. They break apart. He kisses him again.

A slow, tidal circuit of breaks and incursions, of intimacy purposed. In the end, a-Yuan gives out the small, curious cry of a young creature finding itself gradually awake in a space he's never fully inhabited — and Lan Wangji pulls back, cheeks flushed. )


...your son wants you.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-05 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
( More, later. As if a merchant, promising away his wares, never delivering. Barely luring Lan Wangji close and closer, moth to the flame. Wei Ying's mouth is yet plush, still inviting.

Lan Wangji nearly orbits close again —

...but then there is a-Yuan, rightfully demanding his gege's care, and Lan Wangji only steps back, abashedly, to allow the two their privacy, As they frolic in the bed, Lan Wangji sends out butterflies again, passing on his latest instructions. )


Have requested dinner and fresh bathing water.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-05 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
( Only, Wei Ying has asked the cavalry assistance of a man who cannot lie, and who finds himself paralyzed, wide-eyed and staring between Wei Ying and his rambunctious charge. Ah, what can he say?

Perhaps, shamefully, he must simply put himself at the mercy of vagaries. Forgive him, a-Yuan. )


We prefer cleansing before meal-time. ( There are, after all, no explicit rules regarding hygiene before partaking of the dinner dishes. ) Yuan. Cleanliness is comforting.

( ...yes, what child has not taken comfort in that? )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-05 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Wei Ying is motherly.

( Good, somehow, with children. Some part of Lan Wangji had anticipated this, given his friends customary patience with the other disciples of Yunmeng. Once, he led and trained him. Of course he should now extend the same grace to this beautiful infant, clinging obediently to his silks.

Even Lan Wangji, nearly a stranger, has found himself shamefully requesting additional luxuries alongside dinner. When it is inevitably brought, by disciples who know better than to stare but cannot help exchanging glances, the meal encompasses more than the habitual three bowls per person — by several degrees. Alongside Lan fare, they have sneaked in a thick stew in the style of Caiyi, which the kitchen only produces on explicit request, for hosted guests.

These goods find their way to Lan Wangji's small table, and buckets of heated bathing water and a tub follow shortly after. An entire battalion of youthful Lan, all bowing expediently and excusing themselves, their task met.

After them, silence. )


Please. Eat.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-01-06 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
( His son. The lone he may hope for, if he has wedded. Unlike Wei Ying, he cannot cast a side a spouse, once humor and enthusiasm have both worn down. He will remain at the mercy of this single arrangement.

One offspring, still: he will make the most of it. There is no beginning, no end to Lan Wangji's affection. He may wash them all over this single child, who watches him unwaveringly, who tugs his sleeve and draws him, too, toward the low table. At least here, slipping down, he can try to curry favor with a-Yuan, starting to gently reveal each dish and pour down spoonfuls of it in his bowl.

He may test out each flavor. )


Sit with us. ( This to Wei Ying, unfailingly. ) He will not feed, if you do not.

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