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in my goth necromancer era (wei wuxian | 魏无羡) ([personal profile] dieva) wrote2025-12-30 10:24 am
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-15 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps.

( Though they both know the truth of it: Wei Ying's unparalleled mastery will want the closely scrutinized vetting of the school's entire spate of masters, before he is permitted. Once, Cloud Recesses commanded a tutoring fee for its instruction. Even past concerns over Wei Ying's orthodox, what's at stake is the reputation of Gusu Lan.

He could rise to that standard, Lan Wangji anticipates, just as the great, the infallible, the far too dignified Hanguang-Jun now learns husbandry duties, all in preparation to attend to the family he hopes to retain. Even now, he is slowly but carefully piling away the bowls and readying the treys for collection. )


Give them less thought.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-15 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
( Not for work, though courtesans might disagree. Certainly, however, they have yet to reach that proficiency of service. And will they? Can they? He hopes he will neither shame himself, nor put Wei Ying off the experience. They've only the one chance.

He nods, stiffly, overcome with the start of doubt, of nerves. Perhaps they should have delayed longer, bidden their time until they'd consulted more scrolls, healers, elders. Surely... surely, they should not be venturing into passion without —

His mouth is dry, gaze distant. He shudders. )


Wei Ying. Perhaps... if we require more time. We need not hasten.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-16 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
( To put it off. Will it help, will it hinder? Certainly, the butterflies in his stomach won't be dispelled, he suspects, until the deed is done. Until, as with his debut with sword flight or in duels, he has attempted the art with his two hands.

But will waiting truly improve his odds of success? Or will rushing in condemn Wei Ying to potential sickness or wounding, as a result of Lan Wangji's manhandling?

He hesitates, discomfort with conversing on such a matter never more clear than when his gaze lands and lingers on the hard floor, without trailing after his husband. )


I fear your injury. Or your — dissatisfaction.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-16 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
...because it's you.

( Because the thought of failing Wei Ying, of not meeting his wants and needs, is ruinous. Because it aches him, this need to be more, better, complete.

He cannot offer Wei Ying anything less than perfection. It would damn him, damn them, destroy them in parts and whole. Imagine: if Wei Ying were so put off by this singular experience that he never wanted to partake of it again. Would Lan Wangji bear it? He suspects, no matter their inexperience, he will enjoy owning this intimacy with his husband. )


And if you are disappointed?
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-16 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
( The word. That word. Certainly, no elegance, no euphemism, not even the crudest of poetic lines. Really. This creature knows nothing of style, even if they are dressing the most base of substances. )

Wei Wuxian.

( He flushes, and it's a deep thing, burning. He flushes, and it's partly born of the understanding that Wei Ying thinks... positively of their kissing experiences so far. Ah.

Yes. Yes, he too has enjoyed this. And perhaps, if they navigate the next step in their union with equal enthusiasm, they can overcome their lack of refinement. )


...come here.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-16 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
( Was it not this man, this terrible person, this fiend, this cunning monster, who said, not one day gone, that he wished for Lan Wangji to cease his teasing? And now, what does he do?

Ah, but Wei Ying is the antithesis of consistency, a creature made entirely tame only by wine-brokered lethargy. Now, Lan Wangji may only watch him disappear, scowl deepened, intent to hiss and tell him not to bother returning —

Before he's out of the room completely, and oh, Lan Wangji can't help himself. A smile dampens the line of his lips, teasing. Happily, wholly unseen. )


See that you are not lost on your way.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-16 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
( He deserves not a word.

No compliment for the healthy sheen of his flushed skin, the rich dark of his tresses, the bright wild white of his eyes. Not the plush of his mouth or the graceful descent of his limbs, or the narrowness of his hips and his dainty waist, and how Lan Wangji watches him, watches everything — hungry.

He has never wanted as he wants this man.

Hardly so strange, then, that he falls in their tired habits of stifling his desire, gaze turning away. )


Wei Ying pleases every eye. ( He cannot lie, but he can at least not give Wei Ying too much satisfaction. He will not preen. ) He knows so.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-17 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
( Did I not call upon you first? Should it not be the blushing, demure bride, who glides toward her husband?

But this is no true submissive spouse, and Lan Wangji has ever been enthralled, finding himself on his feet and navigating the room before he has even solidified his thoughts. He is beautiful, his Wei Ying, his Wei Ying, his Wei Ying. Beautiful and charming and strong, in ways Lan Wangji wants to promote and prosper, sooner than dim and contain.

He inches closer, hand out in soft invitation, begging permission to touch. To claim. )


May I have you? ( A simple thing. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-17 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
( And this, he can grant.

May all of Wei Ying's wishes be this simple, this gentle. May Lan Wangji be allowed to meet them, one and all. Their foreheads brush together, and his breath's stolen, his eyes shutter. He dips in, and he inhales the scent of Wei Ying and his own sandalwood oils combined, and it's inevitable, isn't it?

Their first kiss, the second, how their lips press hungry, how Lan Wangji's hands walk his flank and lower back. The hour's unsuitable, bright light of not-yet-midday, the sun awake to see them. There can be no question, no conceit of modesty.

He kisses and kisses and kisses this man, and when he starts to peel the silks off Wei Ying's shoulder, it is a known and certain and unquestioning thing. )


He will. He does.
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-18 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
( He laughs, light, brittle. As if he can't help himself, as his layers are shed, one by one by one by one &mdashs; until there is but the last one, clinging, and Lan Wangji recalls the vestiges of his modesty. Perhaps not here, surely.

He peels away from Wei Ying with a begrudging, torn moan, distracted and distraught, overwhelmed. Sweetheart. )


The windows.

( They can be seen, he suspects — by the precisely no people with work or a path beside the heavily isolated quarters of Hanguang-Jun. One demerit, he thinks, of doing... this in daylight.

Tenderly, he reaches for Wei Ying's hand, drawing him invitingly where their bed lies, still ruffled. One day, he will treat his husband to the proper courtship experience, to a bridal night festooned with all the frills, to foods of longevity and fortune, and a well-made bed. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-18 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
( He goes willing, falling with his knee first to anchor, to leave him bravely upright while the siren, his spouse, calls on. Wei Ying sprawls, artful in ways that pull up Lan Wangji's brows, question unbidden: Who else?

Only, he knows better, truer. Trailing down,a leg each side of Wei Ying's preciously displayed body, he leans in. His mouth finds Wei Ying's shoulder first, then his hand, peeling off silk. And he chases the roundness of the bone, drags his teeth and has his revenge for every mean thing hus husband has ever said, every taunt and remark — raking his teeth down. )


Delicious. ( He is not a beast to bite, nor a Buddha to refuse him. )
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[personal profile] shangba 2026-02-19 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
( His breakfast. Yes. His first, foremost and last meal. He should be allowed this, to consume Wei Ying into himself and ensure they can never be parted. His husband is soft and strange and yielding. He wants more.

And it is Lan Wangji's marital duty to give it. He bites in, hards, mean, teeth catching on skin, rattling it until he knows it's reddened to a point that will later bloom into bruising. And yet, he never breaks skin. Warm, the shy tip of his tongue laps the wound, kitten-like.

He shifts, peeling Wei Ying's silks off his shoulders, down his arms. More intelligently, he should be parting these waters and releasing him completely, but he is — impatient. Cunning. Instead, he drags his fingertips, dancing them down Wei Ying's flank, slipping under the rim of his trousers.

His mouth slips to Wei Ying's shoulder. )


And you will not give it to me?

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